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He's here!
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On 3rd of April my son was born 
I just got back from the hospital yesterday afternoon and I didn't have time or energy to annouce it. I'm exhausted and I'll be a lot less active for a while. He really is absorbing. But luckily I have a great husband who helps me a lot.
I'll put some photos later to show off
but now.... I need to eat and sleep... night..
Edit: here's some photos --> trelela.tumblr.com/post/474737…
I just got back from the hospital yesterday afternoon and I didn't have time or energy to annouce it. I'm exhausted and I'll be a lot less active for a while. He really is absorbing. But luckily I have a great husband who helps me a lot.
I'll put some photos later to show off
but now.... I need to eat and sleep... night..Edit: here's some photos --> trelela.tumblr.com/post/474737…
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last days
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The due date is coming closer and I somehow still find it all overwhelming.
me.. a mom. pffft XD this is going to be a disaster.
My little monster is kicking me like a maniac and it starts to hurt a lot. He's over 3 kilograms now and believe me, for my tiny body it's a lot. He's healthy and strong, but he took away a lot of health and strengh from me. I still have anemia, my internal organs are squished so I have problems with breathing and digesting my food.
Because my body is too frail and too small, I won't be able to give birth in a natural way, so they gonna cut me and they want to do it next week (on April Fools day!!! wtf?) or a week after. I'm not happy about it but health is more important and if it has to be done, then it has to be done. I'm hoping I'll manage and the birth will be on 8th of April instead of 1st.
Beyond that everything seems fine.
I passed my last exam and talked with my professor about the new semester. I don't have to take dean's leave and I can finish my master degree next year without problem. I just need to finish my labwork and write my thesis. So I sit/lay in bed at home. I have a few drawings to start and finish but somehow I can't get working on them. Which is bad because once this little monster gets out of me I barely will have time to do anything.
me.. a mom. pffft XD this is going to be a disaster.
My little monster is kicking me like a maniac and it starts to hurt a lot. He's over 3 kilograms now and believe me, for my tiny body it's a lot. He's healthy and strong, but he took away a lot of health and strengh from me. I still have anemia, my internal organs are squished so I have problems with breathing and digesting my food.
Because my body is too frail and too small, I won't be able to give birth in a natural way, so they gonna cut me and they want to do it next week (on April Fools day!!! wtf?) or a week after. I'm not happy about it but health is more important and if it has to be done, then it has to be done. I'm hoping I'll manage and the birth will be on 8th of April instead of 1st.
Beyond that everything seems fine.
I passed my last exam and talked with my professor about the new semester. I don't have to take dean's leave and I can finish my master degree next year without problem. I just need to finish my labwork and write my thesis. So I sit/lay in bed at home. I have a few drawings to start and finish but somehow I can't get working on them. Which is bad because once this little monster gets out of me I barely will have time to do anything.
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Back home from hospital
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I'll just copy what I wrote on my tumblr page:
I ended up in hospital this saturday.
My state was getting a bit worse and in the end I started feeling dizzy. Matt and his parents (all medical doctors) got worried and they sent me to their hospital.
They put me in Pathology of pregnancy wing, ran by my father-in-law.. so I was treated with super extra care (I even got my own room). Got a few tests done, recieved some painful injections and extra medicine.
First night was the worst because in the next room another woman was giving birth for over 6 hours.. can't remember having such a noisy night, but she managed to get it done and a healthy boy was born. What's funny is that when I heard him scream for the first time I felt very moved by it and motherly instincts started to work in my head. I wanted to cuddle him even if I didn't see him.
The next night was calm and I slept like a dead person. They wanted to send me to hematology clinic but in the end they sent me home. Now I need more rest and take more medicine and take a few blood tests to check if they're working. Unfortunately I don't know if I will be able to go back to school for the next semester. So far I know I won't be able to take Evolutionism exam this Thursday…
I ended up in hospital this saturday.
My state was getting a bit worse and in the end I started feeling dizzy. Matt and his parents (all medical doctors) got worried and they sent me to their hospital.
They put me in Pathology of pregnancy wing, ran by my father-in-law.. so I was treated with super extra care (I even got my own room). Got a few tests done, recieved some painful injections and extra medicine.
First night was the worst because in the next room another woman was giving birth for over 6 hours.. can't remember having such a noisy night, but she managed to get it done and a healthy boy was born. What's funny is that when I heard him scream for the first time I felt very moved by it and motherly instincts started to work in my head. I wanted to cuddle him even if I didn't see him.
The next night was calm and I slept like a dead person. They wanted to send me to hematology clinic but in the end they sent me home. Now I need more rest and take more medicine and take a few blood tests to check if they're working. Unfortunately I don't know if I will be able to go back to school for the next semester. So far I know I won't be able to take Evolutionism exam this Thursday…
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oh boy
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Things have been calm for a while.
I've been spending most of my time at the university working on my Master Thesis. Nothing fancy though.. just taking photos of gravitropic movement of corn seedlings. Unfortunately it's very time consuming and the literature for it is quite difficult to read.
When at home, I've been looking for baby clothes, furniture, strollers and thousands of accessories. I've also started attending birth school. The funny thing is that people around me are more excited about it than I am... o.O
In my free time I try to doodle with my new tablet (I love it so much) but I haven't produced anything worth of showing. Same with jewelry.. somehow I still can't start working on it.
Unfortunately I'll be having more free time. Not because of winter break, but health issues. My recent blood test results are quite worrying and I have a serious anemia. I'm forced to stay at home for the next 2 weeks. I also get painful injection sand need to eat lots of products rich with iron. If this won't work, I'll end up in hospital for blood transfusions and observation. Luckily anemia isn't affecting my baby yet, but it might start...
Right now I'm feeling kind of down because of this.
I've been spending most of my time at the university working on my Master Thesis. Nothing fancy though.. just taking photos of gravitropic movement of corn seedlings. Unfortunately it's very time consuming and the literature for it is quite difficult to read.
When at home, I've been looking for baby clothes, furniture, strollers and thousands of accessories. I've also started attending birth school. The funny thing is that people around me are more excited about it than I am... o.O
In my free time I try to doodle with my new tablet (I love it so much) but I haven't produced anything worth of showing. Same with jewelry.. somehow I still can't start working on it.
Unfortunately I'll be having more free time. Not because of winter break, but health issues. My recent blood test results are quite worrying and I have a serious anemia. I'm forced to stay at home for the next 2 weeks. I also get painful injection sand need to eat lots of products rich with iron. If this won't work, I'll end up in hospital for blood transfusions and observation. Luckily anemia isn't affecting my baby yet, but it might start...
Right now I'm feeling kind of down because of this.
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Happy New Year
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Last year was big for me. So many changes. It had a very bad start but it ended quite well.
Hope the new one gets better. There are so many challenges awaiting: childbirth and becoming a mom, graduation and probably many more.
Love you all.
Tre
Hope the new one gets better. There are so many challenges awaiting: childbirth and becoming a mom, graduation and probably many more.
Love you all.
Tre
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