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Ulver: little blue bird
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QagTUjDX5_k
:iconhmissxx: :iconkatdiestel::iconcrossfading:

"Merkwürdigerweise wird der metaphysische Charakter der Behauptung, der Bereich des Physischen sei kausal geschlossen, in der aktuellen Debatte um Gehirn und Geist weder erkannt noch diskutiert. Eher herrscht die Tendenz vor, zu glauben, dies sei eine Frage der Physik, die mit physikalischen Methoden entschieden werden müsse."Mythos Determinismus, Wieviel erklärt uns die Hirnforschung, von Brigitte Falkenburg, S. 50

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BLUE MOON:iconazenoire::iconart2mys::iconazenoire:

what I'm listening to:
sound-in may 16-18: The 11th blue moon
http://sound-in.org/forum/topics/sound-in-may-16-18-2013-night?id=4162021%3ATopic%3A77658&page=3#comments
just scroll down to the song...
or another version here: http://sound-in.org/forum/topics/sound-in-may-16-18-2013-night?id=4162021%3ATopic%3A77658&page=2#comments
words by Richard Leach:

:iconninoorii::iconvoxhunden::iconanaphenix:
Blue Moon
by *RichardLeach :iconrichardleach:
Not the one that appears every two or three years -
the one that appears once in forty-four years.
Not the one that is full for a single night -
the one that is full every night it is in the sk

BEING THEREIt's Gadis birthday today, so: Happy Birthday!
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:sun::sun:
:sun::sun::sun:
what I'm listening to:
Tord Gustavsen Trio: Being There
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxuiWYPp6bw
just enjoy it!

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A month has passed...It was exactly a month ago, (well, a month and a day now, it's 1am so it's the 13th already) Friday April 12th, around 5:00 am. My dad woke us up (my mom and me) and told us he was in terrible pain. It was unusual in my dad, because he's wasn't of the complaining type, he would never ask us to take him to the hospital or see a doctor, if he had a head ache or stomach ache, or a cold, etc. he would just rest, maybe take some pills and wait for it to pass. A very stubborn man, my dad. But this time it was different, and when my mom said we should take him to a hospital he didn't offer ressistance. From that very moment I knew something was definitely wrong.
When took him to the hospital then, and the first thing they told us is that he had a very strong gastritis. It made sense because my dad said the pain was coming from his tummy, but the doctor wanted to make sure it was just that and so he recommended to take an electrocardiogram. At that moment I left my mom there in the hospital wi

Hey does anyone know how to make MMD models? :DIt seems really interesting, I want to try making 3d models for PM and Hetalia

Is there are really good tutorial for beginners???
(I looked at some, but I'm not sure if there are easier understandable ones!)

10 000 DETERMISMEN:icondasghul::iconarctoa::iconfilterkaffee:

Flatliners by
:iconarctoa:
Morning bell:
a novae chime
paradigm
hammerblow
to tension-head
gravity-well
Temples
That collapse
in chaos
toward zero-point
data-loss paradox
pulled
far beyond
Event Horizon
Flatline____________________________

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TOOL: 10.000 days
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-0rLI6-skQ

:iconzewarfadhil::iconsth22art::iconmartaraff:
"...Merkwürdigerweise wird der metaphysische Charakter der Behauptung, der Bereich des Physischen sei kausal geschlossen, in der aktuellen Debatte um Gehirn und Geist weder erkannt noch diskutiert. Eher herrscht die Tendenz vor zu glauben, dies sei eine Frage der Physik, die mit physikalischen Met

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My recent work, I hope all enjoy

and recently received featured in this new digital magazine

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super wonderful works that I saw this week

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Very disappointed in you.I will probably be hated, screenshoted, targeted by adoring fans for this, but I really want to say this out loud.
I am very disappointed in you.
I am talking about a specific 'group' of people who have an ongoing conflict right now.
Let's start with person R. R is a new arrival, sweet, caring. But drama started because people posted evidence of her tracing someone else's art. Let's call her traceover idols P and F. She deletes the evidence, types a journal and starts drama. People did not see the evidence, so they defend her. They completely lose track of it all. They defend her with 'those styles aren't even theirs! Draw what you want with whatever style.'
PEOPLE.
STYLE REFERENCING AND TRACING ARE TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS.
Now L, she's a very well-known artist here. She visits the journal and defends her kindly. Okay. But then? She outright calls artist F a hypocrite and posts some evidence, types a few more mean things about her. Um, excuse me? One, she has

BLEACH 537EBtR op.10 PRINZ VON LICHT
First of...oh god, Ichigo, why must you look so manly and mature whenever you pull a serious face~~~? *sobs and squirms* :iconsoadorableplz: HAWT~! *shot* (The detail on MangaStream is much more neat and sharper than MangaPanda/MangaReader/MangaHere/etc. *soaks it in*) Oh, Uryu's quite dashing too in the Vandenreich uniform XD (And now we know why he excused himself from being involved with Ichigo's rescue mission to Hueco Mundo earlier).
*clears throat* Ahem. Ok, fangirling aside, now we know why it took Juhabach a thousand years to bounce back against the Shinigamis from the aftermath of the first war (though nine hundred years to regain his heartbeat? That's sort of insane to say the least *blinks in bewilderment*), and the ending of the chapter was.....well, although not surprising but somehow left me stunned. I had thought of that possibility (of Uryu joining Juhabach) but I sorta refuse to believe it due to the bond between him and Ichigo

LOLMy cousin invited me to watch a marathon of live action BL series.
but I scroll down through the comments whenever something really cheesy and awkward goose-bump inducing things are going on-screen, annoying her :iconlazycryplz:
Who else does that?

I had to admit I find the anime version more tolerable :iconcryforeverplz:
Is there such thing as a gory BL series??? ~~I want to scare her~~

haha
btw, I also wonder what the actors feel, I get the feeling they are laughing and having fun while filming

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TAWOG Creepypasta: The Color White

It was just another day at Elmore Junior High, when Ms. Simian announced a new student coming by,
"Alright class, we're having a new runt in class. So I'd expect your bests behavior" Said Ms. Simian,
"Yes, Ma'am!" Everyone saluted.
After a few minutes, the new student walked in,
"Class, I'd like you to meet, White" Ms. Simian introduced, White.
White was just another ghost, like Carrie.
Class started, and White was already failing miserably at the rest of class time.
After class, rumors about White began spreading around.
White overheard Tobias and Banana Joe,
"That White guy is such a total screw-up. Don't ya think?" Joe asked,
"Mhm, I wonder how he got this far in school, he's nothing but an idiot" said Tobias,
the two began to break in a loud laughter, as all of a sudden, the light began to shut down one by one,
the laughter of the two broke, and began to shiver in fear. They heard laughter, by a corner,
the light was sparking a little, and shining on a white figure

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Back home from hospital

by ~Trelela, Feb 4, 2013, 12:13:59 PM
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I'll just copy what I wrote on my tumblr page:

I ended up in hospital this saturday.

My state was getting a bit worse and in the end I started feeling dizzy. Matt and his parents (all medical doctors) got worried and they sent me to their hospital.

They put me in Pathology of pregnancy wing, ran by my father-in-law.. so I was treated with super extra care (I even got my own room). Got a few tests done, recieved some painful injections and extra medicine.

First night was the worst because in the next room another woman was giving birth for over 6 hours.. can't remember having such a noisy night, but she managed to get it done and a healthy boy was born. What's funny is that when I heard him scream for the first time I felt very moved by it and motherly instincts started to work in my head. I wanted to cuddle him even if I didn't see him.

The next night was calm and I slept like a dead person. They wanted to send me to hematology clinic but in the end they sent me home. Now I need more rest and take more medicine and take a few blood tests to check if they're working. Unfortunately I don't know if I will be able to go back to school for the next semester. So far I know I won't be able to take Evolutionism exam this Thursday…

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~BMSO Mar 20, 2013 New member Hobbyist General Artist

I Hope your feeling better.

~Trelela Mar 21, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I'm feeling a lot better, but somedays I'm barely able to get up from bed and sometimes my medication makes me feel shaky. But all in all I'm fine. Waiting until I'll pop up..

~BMSO Mar 21, 2013 New member Hobbyist General Artist

Oh that stinks. Least the good thing is your not in the hospital anymore. Although being shaky from your meds kind of sounds like the side effects of too much caffeine. Glad your ok though.

~Trelela Mar 22, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I don't drink coffee so it's not the cafeine. It's a side effect of one of my drugs I have to take to avoid early contractions.

Not much time left though..

thanks

~BMSO Mar 22, 2013 New member Hobbyist General Artist

Ah. Well that's good you don't have much left.

yw.

~freaknr1 Feb 17, 2013

It's good to hear that you seem to be doing fine, despite this event. It's too bad about your exam, but those can always be taken later. Your health is much more important. I wish you all the best and hope all goes well with you and your child.

~Trelela Mar 11, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank you for your kind words

sorry for such a late reply, I wasn't feeling to well to answer and I've spent most of my time studying for that exam. Everythig is fine now :]

~pisimau Feb 5, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Get well soon,my dear

Everything will be alright : ) ^^

~Trelela Feb 5, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

thank you, hun

~pisimau Feb 5, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

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